3:23 PM - Sunday, Nov. 04, 2007 NEW BLOG!!!
I HAVE SHIFTED TO A NEW BLOG A LOOOOONG TIME AGO...
vivacious-virlz.livejournal.com and i've a photo portal accessible from the new blog.
and I AM GOING TO AUSTRALIA TO STUDY.
take care everyone and love you all ((:
10:33 PM - Sunday, Jun. 03, 2007 -
there's a new girl in ballet class and she's 18 and yet we thought she was some lower sec girl.hah.today's ballet was especially physically draining for me. ms vanessa was always by my side telling me to do each exercise better each time. she was basically going 'sarah, you can do much better.stronger! i know you can do it' non stop. but i guess this really helped me alot cos now that i've got the technique, it's making me be a stronger dancer. cant wait for the sat ballet class when i can learn more techniques.
i kinda realised that i'm just rambling on and on bout ballet in my blog, but my life now is basically sch and ballet and eating. man did i mention i have cravings for like alot of food. my cravings now are western food especially pasta n cakes. thank god i've high metabolism rate. this hols seem pretty short. 1 week is gone just like that and i wonder what i've done. next few weeks are for going out with my friends ((:
tata
2:46 PM - Tuesday, May. 29, 2007 -
when someone leaves you, another comes in. thats not too bad after all especially with the fact that the person who replaces you is way nicer, sincere than you. thats the situation i'm kinda in now and its so not a bad thing, i'm not grumbling. in fact, i'm happy that you're replaced :) thank god i didnt put much hope in you cos somehow from the beginning i knew it would turn out this way.haha. my instincts are so so right. just dont expect my help when you need one.
all that i can say to you is GOOD LUCK!!
tata
11:50 PM - Sunday, May. 27, 2007 -
the hard work i put in for ballet has definitely paid off. i was beaming with joy when ms tan told the class that she felt jaime and i were ready for ballet exam and she wants us to join extra ballet lessons (: so jaime n i will be going for extra ballet lessons on sat and sun adding up to 3h of ballet per week. i've to sacrifice lotsa things for this but i'm sure i wont regret it cos afterall this is my ultimate aim :) oh man i'm just soooo happy!!
to those in my current ballet class, i hope they'll be able to take their ballet exams soon.
i've the sudden urge to quit ij dance and join some other cca. probably some other slack cca so i can devote my whole time to ballet. n its not like ij dance is such a privilege to be in hah.
met up with vanessa after ballet today. she was the 1st person i shared the news with (: we had a great time chatting over lunch at ps swensens
tata
6:28 PM - Saturday, May. 26, 2007 -
i'm back after 5 days at ntu for pre u seminar. i did not expect myself to say this but i miss school especially all my beloved 31a peeps :))
sorry for not being able to go for the basketball match against hc, i'm too tired. yea i know i'm fickle cos i said that i would go but decided not to at the last min.
back to the topic of pre u sem. it was draining but i had a fair share of fun too. i was in sg 5. i was pretty much quiet.i dont know why but many times when i wanted to mingle and talk, something pulled me back and i remained quite. the person i talked to the most was sham basially cos she was my roomate. she's a nice girl to talk to :) the both of us overslept one night and had to rush to get ready for breakfast. hah. i talked quite a fair bit to michelle and helsa too. both of them are nice girls too.
i guess i take more time these days to open myself to new people i meet. i dont know why this is happening. i teared at the closing of the pre u seminar cos i realise that 5 days past so quickly and there might not be any more chance that i can actually be myself among these people. i probably gave them the impression that i didnt want to talk much and that i'm snobbish. i wished that i had been myself even tho it might be a tad too bimbotic for them but its not like i'm severely bimbotic. the real me that i had wished they saw is one who is cheerful, talkative, approachable, friendly, crappy,bimbotic, fun and loves cam whoring. i hope that if we ever have a gathering, i'll be myself and they will get to see the real me.
it was a breather to see jasvin and sakino around during the pre u sem. i became high and managed to talk to them on all the occasions we saw each other :)) jasvin and i scanned around for ___ during the exhibition. i saw hers and she saw mine. haha. we were high for a while. love the bimbotic photo we took tgt.hah.
to end off, there were high and low moments for myself during the pre u seminar. i know i cant turn back the time, but if i could, i would want to be more of myself and totally enjoy the whole experience. i feel that i've not made a totally good experience for myself at the pre u seminar.
9:24PM - Sunday, May. 27, 2007 -
ballet under the stars 20th-22nd july at fort canning green. tickets at $16. i so wanna go :) can picnic and watch the dance. hmm shall ask the girls from ballet class if they wanna go watch. for obvious reasons i cant ask my dear friends and classmates to go cos they wont be interested in this hah. ooh i hope they sell haagen diaz ice cream again :))
tata
5:24 PM - Saturday, May. 26, 2007 -
ballet under the stars 20th-22nd july at fort canning green. tickets at $16. i so wanna go :) can picnic and watch the dance. hmm shall ask the girls from ballet class if they wanna go watch. for obvious reasons i cant ask my dear friends and classmates to go cos they wont be interested in this hah. ooh i hope they sell haagen diaz ice cream again :))
tata
11:30 PM - Sunday, May. 20, 2007 -
:)Ballet!! ms tan talked about exams. i'm thinking of taking my grade 6 exams after a's. hmm.
as always, i was 0.5h late for meeting the girls at ps before going over to fort canning park. had another torturous day with heels cos had to walk quite a distance from ps to fort canning. mid summer's night dream was a blast!! had fun picnicking though it was humid and warm. we saw a hawt caucasian ;) bought haagen diaz ice cream too -yummy!- being there reminded me of the times when i went to watch b.u.t.s with css dance :)
tata
11:17 PM - Saturday, May. 19, 2007 -
today's the day of hwa chong dancenite. met up with nadia and hidayah for dinner at orchard before going over to the dance. hidayah and i walked around taka for quite abit. its so wrong to wear high heels and shop.hah.
guess that we were overdressed for the dance as compared to hc students but we were dressed fit for a concert though it was held in a school. i seriously think that they should learn how to dress appropriately. their dance concert was more like a teacher's day concert, sad to say. that aside, i felt that only the chinese dance, b-boy and the syf modern dance did justice to the concert. the rest was not up to a proper dance concert.
tata
8:42 PM - Wednesday, May. 16, 2007 -
i've realised that i'll little time to prepare for pre u sem.
there's sports day till like 6+pm. got to persuade my father to send me to plaza sing so i can get my fbt shorts. i have to buy 5 shorts.at the same time, i wanna buy some tops from outfitter girls if possible ;)
i thought i would be free during the day so i could pack my stuff.but hell no! there's a lit field trip to little india. well i'm excited but it kinda clash with my schedule - sigh- what shall i wear? i feel like wearing a tshirt n shorts but someone said you'll get stares from you-know-who.hmm shall think bout it again. i hope i wont be late. but there's a high tendency that i will be late cos 1)its over at farrer park mrt which is freaking far n 2)we're meeting in 'e morning!! its gonna be a day of rush
sun- ballet and midsummer's nights dream at fort canning. i'll reach home late then. wonder how to pack my stuff and get up early the next day.
how?how?how? maybe i should have a clone...hmmm.
tata
8:29 PM - Wednesday, May. 16, 2007 -
i'm so so tired. i'm so gonna be busy this week and next week. so people ignore my dumbness, slow reactions and blur looks. i'll promise i'll be sane real soon. in the mean time, just treat it as entertainment hah.
guess what time i reached sch today? 1.20pm!!! went to school to settle some pw stuff. i had weird stares when walking to school cos they're probably wondering why this crazy girl is going to sch only now. hah submision was hell hectic.
went over to cwp with huda to buy stuff for pre u seminar. got my white blouse n black court shoes. though the court shoes wasnt as high heeled as i had wanted it to be, at least its high enough for a formal event :) i dont wanna fall flat on my face in front of ministers n all too haha. anje n nadia met us after a while to buy _____ for them. we took quite a while to decide. cant wait to see __ expression when she sees it :)
finally i got my dancenite tix :)its been a while since i've been to a proper dance event so i'm really excited for this.
tata
4:56 AM - Wednesday, May. 16, 2007 -
oh man!! this's gonna be one heck of a super duper busy week -grrr-
my reaction time is decreasing at an alarming rate and my dumbness..pouring out of me like there's no end. i still dont get it.why is sheep's milk a dairy product?heheh foc entertainment by my especially for break time :)) impact of a dumb person on the people around her - laughter.
i played ultimate frisbee for like 2 mins and it was swop over. hah. today's pe was the slackiest pe ever
i had to skip dance to go over to jasvin's house to do gpp. i was upset that i couldnt go for dance but it's just 1 of those decisions you'll have to make. i dont regret my chioce tho cos i know we just have to complete 'e gpp. stayed till 11+ pm. continued with our gpp at home with jsavin thru msn. we stayed up till 5.30am. -gosh- we're certified owls hah. it felt weird to sleep at the time when i'm usually up to get ready for school.
*ps: thanks anje,nadia,jasvin! i'm alright so dont worry ya.
9:03 PM - Monday, May. 14, 2007 -
today was yet another day of mad rush to complete my tutorials but halfway thru i was too tired to do them. my eyes were like closing during my malay test :( i'm too drained out.by shopping i guess :)we had 1.5h of free period. huda, anje n i played for awhile before getting down to work. n ooh, i attempted my econs tutorial. had quite some time before pw consultation so we used it to cam whore :))) -coool-
things i have to do; -pre u seminar research -pw -econs research on com and a whole load more i cant really remember
tata
whee-dance tmr!!!
9:03 PM - Monday, May. 14, 2007 -
today was yet another day of mad rush to complete my tutorials but halfway thru i was too tired to do them. my eyes were like closing during my malay test :( i'm too drained out.by shopping i guess :)we had 1.5h of free period. huda, anje n i played for awhile before getting down to work. n ooh, i attempted my econs tutorial. had quite some time before pw consultation so we used it to cam whore :))) -coool-
things i have to do; -pre u seminar research -pw -econs research on com and a whole load more i cant really remember
tata
8:53 PM - Sunday, May. 13, 2007 -
i just realised that there's outfitter girls at causeway pt.
YIPEE!!!!
8:30 PM - Sunday, May. 13, 2007 -
ballet today!!! it was fun as usual :)shu qi's gonna join my ballet class.yea :) after ballet, went to bishan to meet for pw. didnt do much tho. i went to orchard on my own later on..shopped somemore :) bought: 2 pairs of errings from perlini's coin purse from happy house
these r unnecessary stuff tho..but its too nice not to buy them so...went to zara in 'e hope to find more clothes, but nothing much.same things as i had seen b4.
i'm screwed cos i've piles of tutorials not completed..same story hah
tata
12:17 AM - Saturday, May. 12, 2007 -
went for pre u seminar briefing at ntu today. it was kinda cool. hmm, jasvin and i were bummed out cos there were _____ as we had kinda expected haha. but never mind, they're nice :) i'm in sg 5!! i had to do a forfeit during ice breaker.haha nothing embarrasin -phew-
went to vivo to SHOP with amanda n sakino thereafter. finally i could splufge after what seemed like years that i did not shop.SHOPPING WAS SUPER DUPER REVITALISING!!!!
these r what i bought today: -nike shoe bag -anklet from six -pair of ballerina earrings from tangs -zara top -zara 3/4 pants -pair of earrings from mintmarknco
yea, i kinda bought stuff that i didnt really need haha.
-today was a chicky day-
:( cdnt go for flag day with class thi
tata
10:11 PM - Friday, May. 11, 2007 -
cant wait for ballet..dance sarah dance...my life's nothing now but ballet,school and more dance. i made the promise to myself that i will dance as long as my back is able to take the pressure.i hope that i'll be able to dance for as long as possible.this is afterall what i live for..apart from shopping.i miss shopping.I WANNA SHOP!!
*am contented enough with being able to dance
9:14 PM - Friday, May. 11, 2007 -
today was like a mad rush to finish up my lit essay. during practically all the lectures, i was doing my lit. thank god i wasnt caught :) i didnt manage to finish my lit essay tho and luckily i did not have to hand it up in 'e end.hmm so much 4 'e rush. god please let me regain my confidence in writing a top grade lit essay, let me regain my skills in writing a lit essay. i seem to be losing the spark that made me write differently (in a good way) as mr singh had said b4.i'm hopeful :) oooh lit..UK HERE I COME!!!!
was a short day today. whee i went to meet janani today :))) miss her so!! glad to know that she's doing just fine. ate at pasta mania -yum- haha the waiter was funny cos he asked me if i was a student..like -duh- i was wearing sch u n i'm sure i dont look that old. i gave him my trademark blur look n went -huh- haha this time my blur look was for real.not acting or anything :p
thanks janani for being there to motivate me..love ya loads!! fri's gonna be our meeting day :))
tata
12:26 AM - Tuesday, May. 08, 2007 -
had napha test today. napha was good for me today cos i had A for incline pull up and sitnreach and it was the 1st time i ever passed shuttle run. had a time of 11.something sec. napha was bad too cos standing broad jump totally sucked for me. dont know why but i was extremely bad at jumping today.was very hesitant when jumping today but managed to pass with 158cm which was lousier than last year :(
had assembly for civics today. several short screenings of films were screened and it was good. talked to nadia, hidayah and huda during assembly. food was constantly on our mind hehe.
had dance today.it was sooo much of fun.dancing contemporary is just such a nice feeling. occasional i felt weird cos i wasnt dancing with css dance. i really miss dancing with them and those fun times we had. nevertheless, dance in ij was still fun :)
11:05 PM - Saturday, May. 05, 2007 -
finally diaryland's server is up after what seemed like eons :s
Today met up with jasvin, yvonne and wan qian to do project work. As usual, i was late and had to take a cab there. i was late by an hour :p
i realised that all my money that i saved for shopping is fast gone cos i'm always late when meeting up with my friends and i always hv to take taxi :( hmm i shall do something to stop this.
LKC reference library is never for me. its soooo torturing to be in there cos you cant talk or make any noise. even the slightest bit of sound will cause stares from others.as always, i'm asked by the librarian to keep quite. guess libraries just arent for me. you cant bring anything into this section of the library and of course it took me some time before the security guard could let me in. you can probably see now how much the libraries 'love' me
walked aroung bugis for a while thereafter. i so badly want to buy something but there's nothing nice to buy hmmm
tata
8:42 PM - Tuesday, May. 08, 2007 -
finally the server for diaryland is up.was so pissed at it cos the stupid thing about gold membership keeps appearing and i cant update my blog
11:01 PM - Monday, Apr. 30, 2007 Demo Music Video with Polina Semionova
Demo Music Video with Polina Semionova
8:44 PM - Monday, Apr. 30, 2007 -
today was BAD.took gastric medicine b4 going to school and its not suppose to cause drowsiness.nevertheless,i felt so weak,giddy n fainty.i was sort of shaking during morning assembly.couldnt concentrate during maths lecture cos my vision was like blurred.was so sick i actually threw up twice during malay test. thanks hidayah for helping me today :)) i would prob struggle in sch today if she wasnt there. but i'm so sorry bout yr cramps cos of bread.hope u're feeling much better now. felt much better as time passed tho still felt groggy. played bingo with faj n hidayah during econs today.haha.i lost to faj twice :( hmm.i've to do 2 econs concept maps cos i didnt do econs tutorial.thought she wouldnt find out.i got back my gp essay.luckily there's no sacarstic remarks from her yea! n she said my language use was good :))) went to watch the soccer match between hc n ij aft class till 5.45pm.its so freaking hot la.n cheng kang i think today cos you're there there's no ______.haha joking.but 'e other time they played i swear i saw a few.haha.
thank god i've seen it all before so now i'm not very affected by it.i'm able to face up to it.yea :)) i know i'm kinda bimbotic but i could see it coming n u cant fool me hahaha do whatever you want, i dont really care anymore.
i'm so captivated and amazed at polina's ballet item its soooo god damn nice. go watch it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id-bFpYQzXE i especially love 'e part after 00.56sec.'e song goes extremely well with the ballet.i've been watching it over n over again.
tata
7:11 PM - Sunday, Apr. 29, 2007 -
you shd just get out of my sight!! i cant tolerate your nonsense anymore.i'm no slave of yours so open 'e ****ing door youself.so what if u hv exams?you mean you cant even spare freaking 5mins to activate the economist online?what 'e shit to say that you're studying when you're using yr laptop n hp inside yr room!n never ever compare my intelligence to yours,just so i did not do as well or better than you 4 o's doest mean i'm stupid or anything.i'm sure that if i had studied my ass off, i would hv done better than u.if you want to buy a new hp just say so.you dont hv 2 say 'mummy you keep buying sarah new hp.her's dont even last a yr n you buy a new one.what did she do to deserve it'.just say you want a new hp -period-n hello!you change hp each time i change mine in case you've forgotten.cept for last yr when i lost my hp.but u shd jolly well know i love that hp to bits i wouldnt 1 2 change it but i had to no matter what.i've nvr hope for u anything so much b4 in my life until now.i'm hoping that u would just buzz off to america asap n not till sept.only then would i get the freedom i so deserve.but i can bet u that u wont last long in america cos you'll need mummy there 2 do things 4 u.n i know u wont 1 me to go over 2 america during dec hols when 'e family goes over.dont worry,i'll not show my face in front of u cos i'll be shopping.dont complain that i'm shopping to much there.its yr fault that i'm shopping cos you're the 1 who made us go there. lastly, you're such an asshole.having to secure serena on your side.telling her that i'm a bad sis n you're her good bro.know what?i dont give a damn cos i dont need any of u.carry on spewing nonsense bout me.
i hate him sooo much -argh-
6:51 PM - Sunday, Apr. 29, 2007 -
went for ballet today.i didnt plan my time properly so i was late n couldnt go on my own.had to get him to send me.wth its only at bukit timah which is soo near our house n you've to grumble.comparing to that son of yours who is soooo unindependent, i'm way better.at least i dont borrow yr car on sundays n ruin everyone's plan to go out n i go anywhere myself cept i'm late or unsure how to get there.so please....
-argh- i'm so freaking pissed right now so i'm like venting my anger here.why am i pissed?cos i've gastric again.wtfh!!!!!its like the god knows how many times that i'm having gastric.why cant it just stop?even crying doesnt help.i feel so helpless when the pain comes.today it came halfway thru ballet n i had to stop cos i cdnt bear 'e pain.you ask me to see the doctor -again-. wtfh can the doc do but prescribe more medicine n say that i need rests,eat properly n be less stressed.i dont feel any stress cos 1st i dont care bout sch.sch nvr really bothered me.i really want to get gastric outta me.its just so disturbing physically n emotionally.it brings fear to me.i'm afraid of getting gastric cos it justs disrupts my work n the pain is unbearable most of 'e time.should i go to 'e hospital?i'm scared..what if its more than just gastric?i dont 1 2 know.
let the pain disappear forever!!!!
6:45 PM - Sunday, Apr. 29, 2007 rants bout sch
-humph- its so shitty to know that each time i'm online, its to do hmwk and not for leisure.n since i've no self control whatsover,i'll do my leisure stuff on 'e net BEFORE doing my sch work so i end up sleeping at 2,3am n wake up at 5am for sch 'e next day. i'm nocturnal or something.cos i'll doze off in lectures.at least i've my chrysanthnum tea n hp to keep me awake.
sch work -argh- i've yet to complete loads of hmwk.n test.i've a malay test tmr.please let me pass at least.i'm not asking for an a or b grade.just a pass will do.aft o's i just hate malay more.
11:25 PM - Friday, Apr. 27, 2007 -
omg!!! i just realised that today is the last friday of the month!! that means that i've missed yet another late night shopping -argh- i'm like stuck at home on a fri night.wth. i miss late night shopping :( i miss orchard i miss going shopping wit minjun -rarrr- ok i'm over exxagerating but its cos i keep reminding myself to ask my parents to bring me to orchard for late night shopping but it totally slipped.shit.i wanna be super high n bimbotic on orchard road again.hahahahaha.
tsk tsk missed late night shopping
9:54 PM - Friday, Apr. 27, 2007 -
"who wants to join the library?"
so not me.i've already joined dance thank you
9:41 PM - Friday, Apr. 27, 2007 -
nothing much happened in sch today.was so sleepy during geog lecture that i almost dozed off a couple of times. lit was hmm, bearable. ooh ya, i'm going for : A MIDSUMMER NIGHT’S DREAM Presented by Singapore Repertory Theatre.. on the 20th of may at Fort Canning Park. the last i went there was for Ballet Under The Stars.its a rain or shine event so pray it doesnt rain :) am so looking forward to it. there're other productions put up by other colleges but am not interested in those.heheh had 1st pw meeting out of class. i'm sure you girls could see that i'm such a dimwit at using com haha researching 4 pw can be fun too :) gonna meet yvonne,jasvin,wanqian for pw at bishan tmr. hope i'm not late :p
tata
2:56 PM - Thursday, Apr. 26, 2007 i'm bored
blah i;m bored thats why you see so many posts today.hmm i should be doing tutorials -nvr mind bout that-
ballet's not until sun.i miss dancing.1 week is a long wait. i feel so free during ballet lessons.just doing what i love :) ms tan wont be teaching us this sun so ms vanessa gonna take over.she's good too but i;ll miss ms tan's stories.its kinda funny haha or so i think :p
i hv 'e sudden urge to go shopping.but not sure bout what i shd buy cos i've bought all those stuff on my shopping list cept for some exceptions.
miss css blue uni.beige is so -dead- and straight skirt is sooo troublesome.pleated skirts r way nicer n easier to mive in.
ok i shall stop here for today :) back to sch tmr hmmmm
2:50 PM - Thursday, Apr. 26, 2007 no pe hmmm
hmm since i'm not in sch today means that i wont hv to do pe. dont know if its a bad thing.not sure if its a good or bad thing.hmm.i love running so if they make me run in 'e morning for make up..that wouldnt be a bad thing. but thurs pe are interval running.i always struggle wit it cos i've tendency to sprint n come in below expected timing :) but my legs cant take 'e strain of stopping halfway n run again so i get very bad leg cramps.so far i've not completed a full interval.hmm. give me long distance running, i can handle that but NO intervals PLEASE.
tata
2:48 PM - Thursday, Apr. 26, 2007 -
mummy is understanding today after a long while now :)) she allowed me to _______ n in 'e future as long as its not frequent.guess i've proved 2 her during my o's :p thank you!!! hope u dont break what u say :x
2:19 PM - Thursday, Apr. 26, 2007 -
tralalalala
1:12 PM - Thursday, Apr. 26, 2007 not in sch
did not go to sch today.too overwhelmed by all the piling tutorials. i HATE tutorials.i'm NOT 'e hmwk kinda student. having been successful in evading hmwk in css, its depressing 2 know that teachers in ij hunt u down 4 hmwk -argh- this sucks. i needed a break from sch too. i'm afraid 'e 'scene' i'm in now may morph into something i've experienced,which is not i want. i've been feeling so for some time now..this is majorly one of 'e reasons why i look distracted in sch sakino. i need time to assure myself it wont happen.
its hard to be yourself when ppl around u expect so much from u. back in css i was really being me.carefree n genuinely cheerful, doing things i feel comfortable doing.somehow 'e happiness i feel in ij is not 'e same as in css.there've been times when i'm genuinely happy tho. there's something holding me back from being myself. its not like i'm completely diff or something..i'm just 3/4 myself in ij. i'm glad 'e drift btw amanda n i has been resolved n we'll be going shopping together soon -yea!- tho i was kinda taken aback by what he felt, i dont blame her for feeling so.she knows my reasons n THANKS amanda 4 understanding :)) now that we're put 2 sit together in class, i'm hopeful that our friendship will strengthten.
okies shall end my post here -tata- this feeling will end, i'm sure it will
11:42 PM - Wednesday, Apr. 25, 2007 1st post :))
hey all! this is my first post after an efing long break from blogging so its gonna be a looong post hehe :)
i passed a malay assignment! tho its only 39/66 Its still a pass and my mum thinks its good -this is how bad my malay is-
today's self study period was kinda one of the most productive self-study periods EVER.i guess rushing to do my geog is considered self-studying ya :p sheesh i did only 3 diagrams n explanations out of the expected 7..but at least i did some ok. OMG geog tutorial was....-i'm lost for words- 1st off, my class n shak's class stood outside LT1 after maths lecture not knowing if we should go for geog tutorial.we stood there for quite some time talking.i asked shak y his class was not going for geog n he was like 'dont know?'haha. she appeared at the foot of the stairs n glared at us then of cos we had to go 4 her lesson which we were already 10min late.-thank god- I did 3 diagrams so she didnt scold me. Was exempted from her calling me out to present geog summary cos I paragraphed my geog test -whee!- n she acknowledged 'e fact that I handed in my previous tutorial tho I only did 1 out of the 12 essays we were supposed to do hahahahahahaha how lucky!
Today was 2nd time I had to walk out of sch alone since jan. my classmates had extra maths lessons n some had cca.as I walked out of sch gate..somehow felt emo :/ those memories from commonwealth flowed back. I miss going home wit minjun. When we took my fave 176,times when we sneaked food onboard n ate, when we giggled at other passengers,talked. ride home was NEVER BORING wit minjun. Now in ij, I'm only able to walk till 'e mrt wit friends then I'm alone 4 40mins till I get home. No one lives near me -sob- Hmm¡K.i miss my css n my friends sooo much.somehow aft we left sch, we treasure each other loads more than b4. luckily 4 me, I'm still in contact with my close friends